I had thought that I'd probably just leave this blog to it's death as I do my learning journal now on www.sacralmusings.com, but think it'd be good to have as a diary which is what it pretty much was last year, so here goes!
I'm bored! I've got lots of friends at the BSO but Rog and Ravi have gone away for the weekend and although I love the company of girls wait a minute I had it pretty good this morning I woke up and there were 5 girls in the flat and me the only boy! They then cooked me breakfast but I wasn't really in a chatting mood so didn't get to talk properly to any of them really, they actually probably thought I was a bit strange as I spent quite a lot of time trying to staple my sheets to the washing line! Clothes pegs it's official are the best invention since sliced bread and thanks to Tower Electricals I am now the proud owner of "40 super strong clothes pegs"! The sheets were nearly dry when I noticed it was pissing down, so it's all in Ravi's room now, fresh linen on the bed is so nice, I just watched American Beauty lay on my bed ummm, what a good film, brought a tear to my eye at the end, not because he dies just cos it makes you feel really nice and realize what life is really about, it's easy to loose sight of the meaning of life and get so bogged down with the things you're doing that you don't pick your head up and decide if what your doing is what you want to be doing!
I really need to work on being happy to spend the day with myself because it feels like I've wasted my day, I have done a few things, ordered all the pool table equipment for the SU, plugged the Christmas Party and given my room a really good clean, there was quite a lot of dust on the shelves and window sill. I had my hair cut on Friday and it's quite short! I always don't like it when I have it cut for the first month so i'm still in the grieving period, I think it does make me look better, doesn't get in my eyes and won't get greasy as easily, think it's just that I associate myself with having long hair so feel I've lost a bit of myself! It could also be the fact that whatever I decide I want, I pretty much always will then decide that I don't want it once I have it, the amount of girls I've been really keen on only to decide I don't want them when I could have them! I'm doing it at the moment with Helena, she's really keen on me sending me postcards from the other side of the world and I'm not even replying to her e-mails, thats not fair Steve! Must send her an email this weekend think it's been a couple of weeks since she sent it!
What shall I do tomorrow? Think I'm going to go see my bro haven't been to his house for months, might just chill out there for a bit then I'm going round to Clair, Nicola and Kiran's house for mince pies and mulled wine might get pissed I think, that might be the best thing to do, don't have to be in school Monday, want to go in tho and do loads of work this course is like my job (a job I love)if I try to keep that up I won't have a problem with covering all the work! Joanna Newsom writes some of the most beautiful music possible Only Skin 16 minutes of amazingness!
